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So I wanted to stop by and let you know that I'm alive xD It's been crazy a lot to do at work lately so I'm exhausted when I finally get home lol. And the weekends have been busy as well. I am busy busy busy, which I'm still not used to yet. But I will be soon hopefully.

And the busy time isn't over yet. Next week it's work, meetings and also going out eating with my boss on Wednesday. It's also Christmas next week...which is insane because it means 2011 is almost over...woha what happened to the time, huh? O.O

Even if almost every day is a battle towards my depression, some days worse than others, I am ok. I get up and I go to work, since it's my 2nd safe place these days. Soon as I get there I know I feel better and it motivates me to leave the apartment. That's good.

Working Saturday. After that Mr Wookie is picking me up, we're going to go watch the new Sherlock Holmes and then we're having thai food for dinner, think he's staying until Sunday if I didn't misunderstood it. I need some friendship time, in my own town lol.

So I'm 24 now, yesterday was my birthday. I don't know I've never been much for birthdays to be honest xD I got amazing gifts (will show later or in the week) and a shit load of money =^.^= And my sister, brother in law and best friend was here celebrating, my parents joined us too of course. I usually celebrate my birthday like that, with the closest ones (that can get here) just talking and drinking coffee lol. I guess in 6 years I can please everyone and have a huge party, since it's 30 and all. Holy fuck it's only 6 years until I'm 30?!

I know I'm not that active, here or on other sites. Mostly because there's been a lot going on at work (which is fine, I enjoy it) and after work I am so tired that I'm just waiting for the time I can go to bed xD

The Halloween party was so much fun! Only I took these photos last minute before leaving, I was so stressed I forgot to take a full body photo D: But then again, the hat + wig was the most "extreme" part of my costume. All in all I felt like a character taken out of a Tim Burton movie lol, I loved it! Already planning next years costume to be honest haha. Yesterday I felt like I deserved, bleh never again lol.


I feel like just being lazy all day today as well, still not 100% lol. But I'm opening the shop today so...up up and away! I bet I'll feel better once I'm at work back in my daily routine.

Halloween party tonight! I'm going as a witch and the color theme is black + purple. Both looking forward to it and not...The part of me not doing that is my anxiety that always fucks up lol. But I always go these days anyway because I know I'll have a great time! :) Are you dressing up?This is the hat that I bought, I love it so freaking much, and it's good that I bought the wig xD Because the hat looks weird without the wig and the wig (the bangs) looks weird without the hat xD The wig is black (about 60cm long) with purple stripes :) And the clothes I'm not 100% yet because I have more than one set of clothes that works...my sister is doing my make up! ^^ Can you tell I love dressing up and go party? 

Waiting for the new Supernatural to download, I want it now now now damn it...Speaking of SPN, I wish James Marsters to be in it more. He and Charisma were amazing in the last episode! I love it so  much.

With all the Harry Potter merchandise and such I have, I could make a big Harry Potter photograph series for sure. Maybe I should have that as a project, then I'll have something super close to my heart and creative to get my hands on those days I just want a quick creativity fix ;)

I love October so much. I take a walk to and from work every day and I love walking, rain in the air and winds that are slightly chilly blowing through my hair. I love that I need an extra sweater under my jacket and some days a cute hat on my head. Then get home and drink a large cup of warm tea after dinner. Surfing the www and post lovely on one of my Tumblrs. Mostly this one right now.

I love my job, love where my life is headed and that I most likely soon will have a place called my very own. But I wish I had more time for photography, craft and such. More time to take a walk or have a cup of coffee with my friends. Travel a little bit...But I don't. Even if I wish I did have the time I'm satisfied with my life right now, it's strange really because I'm not used to it.

I haven't posted here for so long :O My life right now is pretty much work, work, work to be honest lol. Well right now I'm ill with a cold and fever but otherwise it's work...But I like it that way and knowing I'm so close to get a very good salary that will make it possible for me to move to my own place and such is just wonderful. Only thing that can stop it is if my doctor appointment next week don't go well.

I don't know what else to write right now...Just wanted to make a quick post so you know I ain't dead xD

I'm not dead ;) I just have so much at work right now that when I get home I just sit down and watch something or  just surf the net (tumblr mohahaha) xD But it's all good, I am loving it even if it's stressful some days since it's close to my own dream of having my own shop :P

Also another update in life, I have a dog to take care of during my work days since last week. Her name is Molly and she's such a precious little life, well not that little in size but she's my babygirl :3 So she spends her days with me and my boss at the shop for about a month. Love her!

Supernatural is back (OH MY FUCKING GOD THE SEASON PREMIERE I DIED!). I've finally watched Bleach movie 4 and it was freaking amazing. Currently re-watching Death Note as well :)

Super fast random life update xD I will get back on track with updating this (+ my other blog) soon :) Maybe post photos + work stuff more?